A Still Life Franchise

I am narcissistic.
I think before I act.
I am candid, but I hide my feelings.
I can be opportunistic.
I bleed.
I care too much.
I don't care enough.
I clam up when I have a lot to say.
I lose sight of the big picture sometimes.
I feel.
I think I deserve answers.
I don't.
I hurt people's feelings.
I tear myself up inside.
I feel like I'm owed something.
I know I owe a lot.
I care.

"Always feeling paralyzed, am I a still-life with vital signs?"