I've got a sunset in my veins...

Just few more wrongs and I know I'll get it right. dm.

I'm thinking of quitting work because soul searching is a full-time job. My mind's always working overtime and it doesn't pay.

I know everybody has bad memories, things in the past they'd like to not think about, but does everyone's haunt them on an almost daily basis? This is not rhetorical, I seriously wonder if I'm the only one. I know that's a stupid thing to wonder cuz I'm obviously not the only one. Just how I feel sometimes; alone in corner with only my thoughts.

"This kid is different. He wears his winter coat in the summer time just to have his own fashion. When you call his name, he walks away. He doesn't pick fights, they pick him. He likes the taste of his own blood flowing from his nose. He enjoys the feeling of stinging knuckles and splitting lips. He only dances to the music in his head. Rain is his worst friend, but the sun is his best enemy. He walks with purpose, but the truth is that he has none. What he sees in the mirror is not what the world sees. He watches people, trying to understand them. He wishes sometimes that he were an animal, with no other reason for living than trying to stay alive. He loves, but he longs to be loved. This kid is the same."

I'm constantly waiting for you to walk towards oncoming traffic, just so I have an excuse...